Favouritism

I used to feel like I’m second best all the time. It’s tiring and very hurtful, and I was young and sensitive. And all the more impact it had on my growing up. So when I left, it kinda hurt knowing I will be the last to know everything but…

Things are looking so good now. I feel more connected than usual. I receive WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY more texts than usual. It’s amazing, this feeling, to be on the same par. I love this whole communicating thing. Thank you whatsapp and Apple, for the convenience.

Man, a child deprived of so many things. I wonder a lot of times, what I would be like if life was perfect for me. Okay, I need to stop now. Getting a bit too emotional. It’s almost 3am. May or may not have finish limb development.

Oh thank you God, for perfecting me while I was a developing embryo. Thank you for the normal functioning of my Apical Ectodermal Ridge when I was about 4 weeks old. Without it, I would have no limbs right now. Thank you also for my paraxial mesoderm, for initiating limb development. It’s amazing how Tbx4, Tbx5, FGF10, and FGF8 all interact together, at different levels and time and space. Last but not least, thanks for making sure that my Zone of Polarising Activity at the posterior part of my then developing limb was secreting the correct amount of Shh signalling factors – and at the right time and space. Oh God, the probability of ANY ONE of the events gone wrong is so high. So many events. Soooooo many interactions. It only requires one to be defected to make it all bizarre.

Oh God, you are amazing. How did you think such clever things? You’d have to tell me when we meet, okay? Seriously, I NEED TO KNOW. :):):):)

Love you all sooooo much.
Drunk from so much amazingness.

Life may not be perfect, but at least He created me according to His plans. :):):):):) Just amazing! yeowza!